Tuesday, April 22, 2008, tears that won’t come to my eyes

i feel i deep loneliness i want the feel of some arms around me telling that I'm safe in them that wanted,
i want held and loved by some one i feel that i am drifting to a point where i need human touch i need some there who tell my feeling to and cry in there arms to told to be strong not care that i feel weak and powerless
some one that i can let down my walls and not have to cover up my feelings.
i want person to be able to help me in my life to be there to help me raise my daughter with me i know only a few i trust and one i actually love will never be able to there the way i need him to be some day i will be put on a shelf and forgotten letting my heart collecting the dust of time maybe ill be in someones arms but ill always wish it where his.